Friend Quest

I am lonely... I'm not exactly sure why. It's not because I am alone, because I am not. I have my wife who I enjoy and love spending every minute of every day with. I think it may be that I miss being a part of many diverse and seperate storys. I used to have many, many friends. And while some (most) were not the greatest friends, they still had their own unique story that I was somehow a part of. I miss the days when the phone could ring 50 times a day, and 50 different people needed help writing the next chapter in their story. Granted, I would never want things to be the way they were. I do not like who I used to be when I was a part of those stories. But I would like to reprise my character in as many stories as I could. I sit at home and listen to my wife talking on the phone with her many friends, and I realize that I'm jealous. Even when it's drama or friends that abuse her, at least she has substance to run off of. So I shall begin my quest for tales. I look to re write old chapters, add new characters, bring back cast-off characters in new roles, and write one heck of an epic.