KISS

Shock and trauma. The only excuses I have for my elaborate infatuation with a kiss. I have always loved the kiss. But recent shock and trauma has changed my view on the subject completely. A kiss is the most important thing in the universe. You can say anything with a kiss. You can make someone fall in love with a kiss. You can break someones heart with one as well. It can be sweet, sour, sloppy or neat. But to me, now, it is the purest way of letting someone know you care. A kiss on the forehead when you're down. A kiss on the cheek when you're upset. a kiss on the back of the hand while cuddling. A goodbye kiss when parting. All of these shows the other person that you care. And I care, so I kiss. A kiss should never be rushed, forgotten, or without meaning. To some people I am over-analyzing. To me, I am simply smitten, infatuated, longing, and truly, madly, deeply, in love. To have simple peck hurts. It shows that the other is rushed, and thought is not truly put in to it. similar to just going through the motions. To leave without a kiss breaks my heart. Nothing, to me, is more important than letting your loved one know how much you care before leaving. It could be the last time you see the person. It could make the difference between a happy or depressed day for the person. It could leave the person questioning purpose, jumping to incorrect conclusions, or just lost. This is just my wild opinion. It has no basis on fact. It means nothing. But to me, it means something. Show someone you care tonight. Give them a kiss.

Meaning In My Life

I love my wife! She is my best friend, my reason to breathe. I could not imagine life without her here. When we wake up in the morning i know that my whole day will be wonderfull, just because of that good morning kiss. She is so beautifull, so caring, understanding, and she is there for me when I need her. She is a wonderfull mother to our two beautifull children, and the perfect wife. She has the most beautifull eyes, a gorgeous smile, and every time i look at her my heart just melts. She is perfect and she makes me feel perfect. I love you Sarah. I love you so much. Always, and forever.

Friend Quest

I am lonely... I'm not exactly sure why. It's not because I am alone, because I am not. I have my wife who I enjoy and love spending every minute of every day with. I think it may be that I miss being a part of many diverse and seperate storys. I used to have many, many friends. And while some (most) were not the greatest friends, they still had their own unique story that I was somehow a part of. I miss the days when the phone could ring 50 times a day, and 50 different people needed help writing the next chapter in their story. Granted, I would never want things to be the way they were. I do not like who I used to be when I was a part of those stories. But I would like to reprise my character in as many stories as I could. I sit at home and listen to my wife talking on the phone with her many friends, and I realize that I'm jealous. Even when it's drama or friends that abuse her, at least she has substance to run off of. So I shall begin my quest for tales. I look to re write old chapters, add new characters, bring back cast-off characters in new roles, and write one heck of an epic.